I decided to sit down and write it all out. I figured that maybe I could help other people with this and that possibly my lot in life was to facilitate other people’s happiness. I had nieces, nephews, sisters and a brother who needed me on a daily basis. Maybe it was possible that they “get” and I “give?” I wrote a stream of consciousness book. I sat with my eyes closed and my fingers on the keyboard each night going over each element of my area of complaint until I would come up with a set of questions that needed to be answered.